the pie

i didn't really need that pie, you know, or so i thought. after that first offensive bite, i was prepared to let it slide off my plate and onto the floor of the red draped ballroom of my employer, mr. haversham. i had worked for years to gain access to my company's inner circle, and i wasn't about to let a rotten pie make me cough and shoot phlegm in the face's of my superiors. as i continued nodding my head and guffawing intermittently, pretending to be engaged in mr. haversham's colorful story about his precious deformed cat, Little Bear, i slowly tipped my plate to my right to check for potential sliding. my eyes bulged so wide that for a second i thought for sure i would be unduly noticed and caught for giving deaf audience. not even an inch did that pie budge--a sure sign of a butterless crust! giving it a slight poke with my fork, a cloud of desiccated flakes blew out and settled like dust on top of the pie and my closest finger. was haversham's chef really vain enough to leave out the butter? at----what's that, why are you laughing?

yes, that's what i said, a butterless crust! the pie was clearly too dry to allow any movement at all, which was worsened by the fact that haversham's cavalier disposition made it very likely that the china was buffed and rebuffed before serving dessert! now back to the story--try not to interrupt this time--i stood there positively frozen while i contemplated what other recourse i had available to me at that moment. as i considered the possibility of slowly oiling the plate with my finger pad, i realized that there had been a lapse in the conversation, and mr. haversham, along with with the rest of the circle, was waiting for my comment. clearing my throat, i closed my eyes and spoke:

Just now I said the prayer for this cat Little Bear and when I finished, I felt a tremor shake my whole body. When it was over, I knew that our Lord had heard my message. I blieve that is a hopeful sign that someday soon little Bear Deformed will be restored to his former self. Amen. 

that seemed to satisfy the crowd, most of all mr. haversham, who blew his nose loudly and gave me an appreciative blow to my pie-holding arm. thank god, not all was lost for me. i've been told before that i'm quick on my feet. now----uh, there you go again, with that laugh! what's it this time?

not quick enough to figure out what to do with that pie you say! touche! well listen to what happened next: just as my chuckle was residing, mr. haversham called to the waitstaff to have Little Bear brought out. background chatter from the party ceased, and momentarily Little Bear was produced on a little red pillow. picture a repulsive gray tabby cat splayed out with mismatched eyes, infirm limbs, and neck goiter the size of an apple. a chorus of greatly forced "oos and awws" filled the room.

"please, over here!" shouted mr. haversham, "i want Little Bear to meet his biggest advocate!"

i braced myself for imminent revulsion when my touch would produce no muscle contraction or expansion in this slack kitty--don't roll your eyes--and while i breathed deeply to counteract the onset of nausea, never in my deepest dreams could i have imagined the turn this situation would take. a gasp erupted, i tuned back in, and immediately saw that the pie on my plate had disappeared. you're laughing, and i'll forgive you this time, because it doesn't take a detective to guess who the culprit was. the room went still while that little cat sat there, gurgling down the remainder of the pie through his clogged pipes. and then the cat was on the ground.

"LITTLE BEARRRRR!" mr. haversham shouted, reaching down save his precious pet. but it was too late--Little Bear was convulsing on the floor. i buried my face in my hands, not able to bring myself to face the destruction of this guileless animal. that pie--how did i lack the courage to stalk off and confront that pompous chef! it was my fault, my fault, my fault....

but suddenly someone is shaking me and telling me to look down, and what i saw, mind you, was a miracle. or perhaps just the product of some very dry pie crust. Little Bear's goiter was shrinking, as if all of the fluids were being drained out of it, and his legs were gaining strength, which i can't quite explain except to say that maybe it had something to do with the vitamins in the fruit filling. but what i do know is that in less than a minute of eating that pie, Little Bear Deformed Legs was a changed cat.

now i see you shaking your head, and that's okay with me. there are some things in this world that are too hard to believe unless you witness them firsthand. but promise me this, my friend, if you are given something and don't know what to do with it, do not immediately start devising ways to get rid of it; hold onto it for a while and see if there is a Little Bear in your life that needs help in the most unlikeliest of times.

Toady finds a way

no one ever really liked little Toady. his egg, having been watched over very carelessly by his dolt of a mother, rolled away one day into the river and he was born a tadpole among the wild salmon and the river otter, with no direction on how to be a proper toad.

for a while as a young tad, Toady thought he had found others just like himself. as he was indolently wagging his tail to and fro through the river on the second day of his life, he chanced upon a small underwater alcove brimming with tad activity. not one to be shy, Toady joined the party, and mindlessly swam in circles through the other tads until nightfall settled over the alcove. Toady could not have thought of any other way to be in the world, for he was quite limited in these kinds of faculties. he continued on this way, and would have done so indefinitely, if it had not been for the noticeable changes that were all of a sudden taking place in his body.

you see, while the other tads continued to be tads, Toady was on his way to toademhood. his long rod-like tail was becoming so stout, and to compensate, his previously useless tendrils began to kick a little. Toady had no opinion on these changes, but he was a little miffed when the tads surrounded him and marched him out of their alcove. little did Toady know that he had happened upon the last living pod of panpeter tadpoles, the tads that never grow up, and being in that fragile existence they did not take well to outsiders like Toady.

so Toady swam on down the river, relatively unmoved by the wonders that passed him by. the magnificent salmon swimming upstream against the current had little effect on his fancies, but they did give him a jolt and subsequent bump on his head as he he swam head first into them. the bump would later turn into dent, the damage of which would permanently cause his mouth to hang open ever so slightly. the salmon shouted at him in salmonese, but Toady knew naught of that foreign tongue, so he went on his way, bruised and forgotten.

Toady henceforth spent his time drifting in and out of scenes that belonged to other creatures.  after he became full toad he exited the water and took up residence in the woodland forest, where he hopped amongst the fox and the mole. the fox was terribly cruel to him and poked fun of his dent, while the mole was even more oblivious to the world than Toady was. one time Toady saw a baby mole munching on a worm completely care-free while the fox placed leaf after leaf over his head, until the fox grew bored with the mole's complete lack of awareness of the world around him. with something that resembled a toad's resignation, Toady lived on in the woodland forest as best as he knew how.

that is, until one day later in his life he was feeling unusually enterprising and hopped so far that he finally found some other toads, just like himself. when Toady approached the group they were squatting in a protective semi-circle around something on the ground, unseen from Toady's position. without introduction, Toady nudged his way in until his buggy eyes had a good view.  what Toady saw had a profound impact on him: it was an old, wrinkled toad! the old toad was lying supine on the ground with a fox skin pillow and cover of leaf, and it looked like it was in unbearable pain.

Toady inched his way closer to get a good look at this venerable creature. suddenly, the old toad spoke to him in a hushed, raspy voice.

"Toady, i am your mother."

Toady's eyes bulged and his mouth dropped down another quarter of an inch. Toady had heard the babble of the fox, the low pitched mumble of the mole and gurgled salmonese, but he had never heard anything he could understand before. without giving him a chance to respond, Toady's mother continued.

"i have missed you more than you will ever know, dear Toady."

somewhere in Toady's heart, a piece of kindling sparked, a sparrow took flight for the first time.

"CROOOOAK, CROAK CROAK CROOAK!" exclaimed Toady.

"what is that, m'boy? speak your mind, Toady!" replied his mother, gathering her strength a bit.

"croak? croak croak??"

Toady turned around to seek help from his brothers and sisters, but they looked just as puzzled.

"Toady, what you say?" shouted sister toad. 

Toady let his jaw slack again and slumped a little. damn! he could understand toad, but they couldn't understand toady. Toady waved his webbed fingers in the air--it was no matter. his sudden rush of feeling had subsided, but he still felt a kind of contentment he had never known before. Toady reached down to give his mother a pat, but she had already fallen into a deep sleep.

for days, Toady's brothers and sister fretted over their long lost sibling. they even went as far to hold him down while they kneaded out the dent in his head until it was completely sheer on one side. upon seeing his dashing reflection in a pool of water, Toady contemplated showing his new noggin off to the wild salmon, but he feared they might make a new dent, and he wasn't sure if he would be able to find his way back to his siblings' home.

unfortunately, it was inevitable that the other toads would lose interest in Toady--he couldn't say anything that made any sense to them and they increasingly realized how uncouth he was. to their credit, the siblings tried to overlook his eccentricities, but Toady's sagging mouth and disgusting habits made them feel ashamed. for god's sake, Toady gorged himself on anything set in front of him, always shoveling shoveling shoveling whatever morsel he could find into his mouth, whereas his siblings sat patiently and ate only that which was a delicate tongue's flick away. it was really all too much for those upstanding toads, who had never known what it was like to have been a loan toad fending for him or herself.

as his siblings grew colder, the fire that had been kindled in Toady's heart grew dim. the toads are scum, he thought as he lay awake one night. but Toady had a plan. the next morning at dawn he set off, not with malice but with a kind of toady love, not forgetting the favor his siblings had done him by smoothing out his dented head. that being said, Toady did not look back, and pressed forward with the faint thoughts of a different life in a different place with unspoken creatures.

TO BE CONTINUED....

the war on christmas

this post may seem a little premature, but with winter quickly approaching i have had this growing tingling sensation in my sciatic nerve, a slight whir in the blood, that can only mean one thing: the war on christmas is ramping up again. this year, i'm ready to fight tooth and bone for whatever side is willing to give me some uncensored air time. i'm learning towards the good people at Fox, because for all the things they suck at, they are damn good at coming up with pithy little taglines like war on christmas. maybe they can also help me come up with a new name for my blog.

to prepare for the debates, let's see what bill has to say about the war on christmas:

with no other context, these talking points lead me to believe that bill could be referring to those ultra-pious christians who denounce santa claus and the rampant consumerism which has devoured the holiday, and celebrate nothing other than the birth of jesus on christmas. with their lack of christmas spirit, they surely must be the biggest perpetrators of this war.

sometimes though, i think beloved bill gets side-tracked and focuses his attention on the lesser, but more scandalous enemy-- the secularist. are we talking about the average person who goes to church once a year on christmas eve so they can justify the fun they plan to partake in the next day? the people who, during the holy sermon, can only think about whether or not santa will forgive them for having consumed all of the advent calendar chocolate a mere 3 days into december? no, these ones are doin real good. we're talking about those who dared to be vocal enough to say that, for example, maybe a particular religion shouldn't have a federally recognized holiday. although it certainly would not be inconsistent for a religious person to also hold that view, my guess is that Bill labels anyone who is not advancing the triumph of christmas as secular, and probably un-patriotic as well.

if bill could stop his prattle and think for a minute, he might realize that this war has no losers; christmas has spiraled completely out of control and could use a little bit of humility. who knows, maybe if santa wasn't flashing in our faces every 5 seconds during december, christmas might even become a religious holiday again. but in addition to Bill, groups like the american family association wouldn't dare let walmart get away with making advertisements that generically reference "the holidays" rather than christmas. i have two things i don't understand about this. first, why are these groups dying to have a religious holiday manipulated and taken advantage of by marketers so that children become little greedmongers? shouldn't they be happy that marketers are backing off? for two, why are marketers trying to be so PC? their job is to sell shit any way they can. these are very confusing times indeed.

if i ever find myself fighting a war over an imaginary fat man and the proper name for a dead tree that probably has roots in paganism anyhow (c'mon people, holiday tree?!), i will know that my life as a human being making contributions to a productive society is over. i'm not saying that these traditions aren't fun and nice, but let's put things into perspective: just because christmas symbols aren't being shoved down our collective throats, doesn't mean we can't continue christmas traditions, even if that means these traditions are increasingly relegated to the home. are people afraid they lack the will to celebrate without the help of big business? like, wut i do, wut this day for? however, if christmas hinges upon being bombarded with santa and whatnot in the public sphere, then that would be a problem. hmm...

the reason christmas is so tolerated in the public sphere is because its celebration has aspects which, despite its religious undertones, lend itself to being a very secular holiday. in fact, this war is really a war on secular christmas--i don't hear much jesus bashing, it's mainly, "get that f'ing north pole elf out of my face." bill is smart to fight about santa rather than jesus, as the latter would make his case much shakier. there is nothing in the constitution that references the separation between santa and state. but what if the tradition was to sit on jesus's lap and ask for a present at the mall rather than santa's lap? okay, actually i am not going to go any further into that thought because the image makes me feel sick.

but this post has been way too one-sided with only bill and i's thoughts. i want to know what the people think. i've been told that the people are scum, but this is a democracy and they should have a voice in the great war on christmas. i went to debate.org and typed in "should christmas be recognized as a federal holiday?" this is what i found.

of the 5 people who participated in the debate, 20% thought that establishing christmas as a federal holiday is against our constitution, and 80% thought that it was fine as is. of those who thought it should stand, reasoning included because "Christmas is fun" and "There is no good reason for it not to be a federal holiday." there was also this reason:

I believe that Christmas should be a federal holiday. It has been one for quite some time and nobody seems to have a problem with it. Changing this would not be right. Even those that do not celebrate Christmas are okay with it being a federal holiday. I guess they don't mind because its a day they get off from work.

speak with more confidence, fellow debater! it's not you "guess they don't mind", it's you know they don't mind. using such apprehensive claims will get you destroyed in a real debate.

if you are afraid of the war on christmas, you have let fear mongering get the best of you. i will tell you why: as long as christmas sales represent like a quarter of most company's yearly sales, it will never go away. it may change, and we all know dear bill and friends hate change, but things change for a reason...our culture has to stay up to date. but prattling on about patriots will not stop the zeitgeist, so i say, let 'em war. my weapon of choice? flying elf with dagger nose.

sharknado mostly sucks

i was intrigued to learn that sharknado came out on netflix recently, so i decided to see what all the buzz was all about. i went into it with high expectations from hearing everyone express so much enthusiasm for it, but unfortunately, xiao long was not impressed.

admittedly, there were a few fantastic scenes in the movie, such as when the guy uses a chainsaw to brace for impact from an open-mouthed shark falling from the sky, and ends up being swallowed by the shark and chainsawing his way out with a friend who, to her misfortune and fortune, was swallowed alive and whole by the same shark.

it was also excellent when the guy shot a shark out of the sky from a long distance with a hand gun.

beyond this, sharknado's total lack of sincerity made it difficult for me to really enjoy this film--this movie was intentionally bad, and possibly even a parody of itself. how can i mock it when it is already so self aware? i don't actually believe that the director thinks you can shoot something out of the sky with a handgun, and knowing that, i can only say "WHAT!" so many times. but it's still tempting--why, WHY is the house flooded and has a shark in it if the driveway is water-free? if anything, the reactions to sharknado made me realize that as bat shit crazy as some people are, at the core of things we all do agree on how a few things in the world are and should be. a good test of mental hygiene test would be to show someone this movie and gauge their reactions to it: if they see no inconsistencies in the world of sharknado, then they surely are bat shit crazy. but for us, those sane ones, glaring logical inconsistencies cause such outrage and hilarity as sharknado does.

but the writers know this too, so i feel kind of manipulated. if you go beyond the these quirks, and the ridiculous premise of shark-filled tornadoes, there is really nothing there; the dialogue is terrible, the plot is conventional. really, the only good thing about this movie is that a man flies through a shark with a chainsaw, but i have already mentioned that, and that was the climax of the movie anyhow.

now i'm not going to argue that all terrible B horror movies are made in the utmost sincerity, i think a lot of writers/directors probably knows that they are at least slightly ridiculous (unless you are the director of troll 2, who claims that he made a good movie), but in the best ones the jokes are more subtle, the "world" of the movie is better developed, and the characters are more interesting. in these movies it seems like the writer/director actually cared about the product they were making--that it had some aspect of their artistry in it.

i guess...i don't really know what to think about sharknado. on one hand it must be genius, because it hit the right chords with so many people, and is brutally honest about it's stupidity, but on the other, it's really the pits. numbness and apathy are worrisome.

by the way, if you want to watch a truly terrible horror movie, check out "rawhead rex", the 1986 terror of the irish countryside. as my friend put it, "someone took the time." for better or for worse...

the hour long search for power

what would you do for power? think about it: that pure, ultimate force, raising just as many fools to great heights as to great ruin, but all worth it for that one sweet taste.

i will tell you what i would do for power. i would walk around capitol hill for over an hour searching for it, but i would only feast upon its fruit if it cost less than $2.

i am talking about the power bar here, that calorie-stuffed goodness that, no matter what state you were in before, will leave you cartwheelin' in the streets after consumption.

but i didn't have one, and my body was crying out. i stayed late at work and wanted to spend the rest of my evening swimming at the pool, but i hadn't eaten anything since lunch and didn't want to go home to eat, where the chains of my warm bed would dance around like charmed cobras until i slowly eased into them, preventing me from leaving the house again for the rest of the night. so i did what any rational person would do -- i grabbed $2 from my wallet, locked my car, and sought out the coveted bar to tide me over.

i made my first desperate stop at a liquor store and decided to play it straight, i barged in and demanded to be directed to the food. However, i was presented with a rack of those nasty bugle chips, so I knew that no power was to be found here, save for its lowly cousin, liquid courage. I thanked the shopkeeper for his time and left.

although i was loath to travel even farther away from the pool, the thirst for power drove me on. i walked some more and found a little "marketplace" which i thought looked promising. i couldn't have been more wrong--the cheapest bar in there was $1.99, not including tax. i still thought i might have a chance though, there is a little shop near our house where i have forgotten my wallet before and been told that i could pay another day. but this was not the shop by my house. she told me it was $2.20 with tax, so i made like i couldn't afford it and started to put it back, but she didn't take the bait. i knew i was going to have to be real with her. "listen lady, i only have $2, is there a spare change jar or something here?" "no." .....silence.

i ran out of this stupid "neighborhood" "marketplace" in a huff, determined to find a chain store that would sell bars for a fair price. as i charged forward, i was suddenly accosted by a blond boy with spiky hair who ran out from behind a car and hailed me down. thinking that i was going to get my $2 bar money stolen, i braced for perpetual hunger. honestly it scared the shit out of me, i thought he had a gun in his hand (black cell phone) and i was about to get mugged. instead, he tells me that i'm cute and asks me on a date to get coffee. that was a relief, kind of. using no words i flapped my hand at him and moved on, this was no time for such frivolities. i know i'm a rare beaut but at this moment i was running down the street in a frenzy, waddling because i was holding up my too-long work pants by the fabric at the knees to prevent myself from stepping on them in my pink flip flops, and my cold little sausage toes were sticking out and cursing me for not being more sensible. i think his nose caught the scent of the open air dollars in my pocket, and thought i might be money bags. Sigh.... I was going to have to take a different route back to avoid him.

Dizzy, confused, and with my lifeline dwindling, I staggered onwards: just ahead, a cvs bag. The straight path is often the most difficult. Another cvs bag. How much longer down this road to temptation? The lights, oh those big red letters.  Oh the bars and the stars and the cars. itchy pocket, open esophagus.

Scene 3: victoria enters cvs with a flourish. She looks around momentarily, a little bewildered, and then regains her composure and heads straight for counter.

VICTORIA: Evening sir, got any of those bars here?

EMPLOYEE: Sure do ma'am. You're just in luck, we just got a new shipment of all kinds of bars in yesterday during the night delivery. Follow me please.

The employee swings his legs over the counter and together they walk to the other side of the store. When they find the bars, victoria claps her hands once.

VICTORIA: This is quite a selection of bars you got here mister.

EMPLOYEE: Sure is. We take pride in that kind of thing here.

VICTORIA: And only $1.87, what kind of profit are you all running around here anyway?

EMPLOYEE: ma'am, we make ends meet, but we gotta leave some bills in the customer's pocket too.

VICTORIA: you don't say! Well here's $2, keep the change kid, and keep up the good work.

Victoria leaves cvs while the employee looks at the bills, mouth agape. End scene.

Once I exited cvs I ripped open the packaging so greedily that the contents almost spilled onto the ground. But no matter, I had succeeded in my quest and everything was alright again. I even felt confident enough to walk back the way I came, and if I ran into the spiky boy again I would rip off a hunk of bar with my glimmering eye tooth, and then watch him slink back into the shadows.

Well, that never happened because on the way out of cvs I was filled with such blinding mania that I went the wrong way and became utterly lost in capitol hill for at least 20 minutes, a place that I am no stranger to. It was as if all the pieces of capitol hill had been dismantled and rearranged so that everything was both familiar and unfamiliar at the same time. Still clutching the wrapper of the bar, I finally sought the assistance of a young "suit" who didn't know where the pool was but said he could check Google maps. I nodded my pumpkin head vigorously. He seemed to think it strange, so I felt compelled to explain that I didn't have a smart phone, which made him aghast and he mocked me while he looked up directions. I bit my tongue to hold my tirade against this suit. In the end he set me on the right course, and I made it to the pool in no time. Yet my mania still lingered over an hour later when I was leaving, as I could not decide which way was home, a route I take at least once a week with no previously recorded troubles. I realized that as strong as I am, it was presumptuous of me to think that I could gallivant around on my lonesome after devouring a power bar. I am no match, no match.

7 things that happened during zach and i's 10 year anniversary

it was a decennial anniversary, and important things were bound to happen. one of those being that the inn owner congratulated us on our 10 year wedding anniversary. did i miss something, and why have i not been collecting any tax benefits?

to properly celebrate, we took a weekend trip to the eastern shore of maryland, and stayed in a little town called easton only 1.5 hours away from DC. easton has that small town new england feel to it, which is perfect for halloween. if no witch convictions were made back in the 1700s there is still ample opportunity to complete a few trials with the perfect backdrop.

during this peaceful, reflective weekend, i made a few discoveries and learned a few things that i would like to share. here are 7 things you need to know about zach and i's 10 year anniversary weekend:

1. the stick tree artist is in good company. as if one stick tree wasn't enough, we were fortunate enough to run across a forest and path devised by an artist not unlike our resident gales street one. yet, as i walked that narrow path and pondered further, i thought, is it not the expression of the medium that makes the artist, not the coincidental use of the same object of beauty? i can say that our artist has a much more fastidious aesthetic to him than this stick tree forest dreamer, preferring the lone figure to the field, concentrating his efforts on fashioning that one stick in way he sees fit. instead of washing away the idiosyncrasies of the stick (in the general sense of the word) by closely juxtaposing it with more sticks to create an anonymous brown cluster, our artist forces the viewer to celebrate the little deviances each stick brings to bear; in the case of our artist's subject--a slightly off kilter vertical growth trajectory, a jagged stump of a branch where a clean cut was not possible with such small shears, and so forth. yet, whether expressed as figure or field, the stick continues to be the stuff of artist's fancies.
 

an accidental picture, caused by claustrophobia and subsequent panic in the stick tree forest.

2. there is poetry in the rot- i love easton maryland because they take the law into their own hands there. from observation only i have concluded that the law of october states "for every 3 square feet of porch space, there must be no less than 1 pumpkin." yet, even an autumnal paradise has its misplaced participant. in enters the rotting pumpkin.

this lone pumpkin in the grass made me think of a previous piece i wrote that parallels another blogger's plight to not be the figurative cake that her boyfriend munches on, in addition to other tasty lady cakes. her takeaway: don't lose yourself amidst all the baking--be strong. my takeaway: use higher quality, locally sourced ingredients that your boyfriend may prefer in a pastry. OK cheekiness aside, i indulged her metaphor to practice my empathy, albeit from the point of view of a pumpkin:

i was the smallest pumpkin in the pumpkin patch. but i was pure orange--no fleck of yellow, or under ripe green spot.  and let me tell you, i was a round little thing. i wanted the man in the straw hat to notice me. i was long past due on that vine, and wanted to sit, painted with black sharpie, on his doorstep. somewhere in between the waiting i lost myself, and my peel started softening. i sat there, helpless, as i slowly rotted into the ground. when only my stem was left, the man in the straw hat finally came for me. he tossed my stem in a pile next to the pumpkin patch, with all the other pumpkin stems from that harvest.

seems to me like this abandoned little pumpkin is having an equally poor, if not worse time of it than that overeaten cake. 

3. the gourd is king of the land- the law of october also states "for this one long month, all affairs of gourds will take precedent over the people of easton." find another place for your car, biped, the gourds are in town.

4. local is bad- having hung around with zach for 10 years, there's not much i don't know about my dark (haired) companion. however, i did learn one interesting tidbit this weekend--he hates local. while most people will froth at the mouth upon hearing even just the first syllable of the word, zach is much more skeptical about the only movement hipsters have been able to rally around. i don't blame him. if one has a fine palette, how can you limit yourself to ingredients only found in the area? if i were a locavore, i would make it my mission to yell at all the people living in northern siberia for not living solely on a diet of snow, their most abundant local asset. that's what it's all about--celebrate the local, and celebrate it good. however, i think the biggest issue with local, ironically, is proximity. how can i eat that cute little pig down the road when i could eat that faceless pig from canada, already vacuum sealed in a package? there is a reason i call that little oinker a pig and not a pork, I NEED SOME SEPARATION HERE. without it, my world crumbles, along with the local movement. i will rally for packaging that specifies if the animal was butchered in radius < or > 100 miles of the point of purchase. for all those gentle souls like me who would prefer to eat someone else's animals rather than your own, you're welcome.

here is a picture of zach and i eating locally sourced dessert:

this picture was taken by an  intoxicated person in a very fancy restaurant, initiated on their own accord.

5. the local cemetery is bad- we paid homage to all the animals killed in the movement by visiting the local cemetery where they're buried, situated just west of the town center. the cemetery stretched on for miles in either direction, making me believe that easton has been the quiet epicenter of all things local for a number of years now. as you can see, they are taking down the trees to accommodate the explosion of local. i put a red leaf in my hair, a small (but growing) symbol of the bloodshed that has plagued this otherwise quaint town.

6. birds still fly south for the winter- we took a quiet walk through a state park and didn't run into any other hikers. by some misfortune we lost our map in the middle of it, and ended up in the hellish stick tree forest, the place where lost souls meet. luckily we made it out to a clearing, where the oppressive silence of the STF was broken by hundreds of geese in formation squawking overhead. the experience was kind of surreal. at first the squawks are far away, like the distant rumble of a train, but once the geese are over you the sound is deafening, like they are surrounding you on all sides. for a minute after they're gone you continue to stand there looking at the sky, taking in the silence of the squawkless void above.

7. at the end of the world there is a lamp post and a pillar- i am a woman prone to modest extremes. for example, if there is a tip of land, i don't care whether the tip is inhabited by dense forest brush made of cacti or if it's filled with succulent lollipop trees, i must go there. looking off towards the end of the world, i forget all those terrible things in my life--the precious gourds that irresponsible people let go to rot, the sadistic ideals of the locavores, the onset of mania that comes with contemplating the stick tree--and i can concentrate on the good things that make up life. this weekend i got to reflect on my longtime love, a person who got mad at me because i broke my promise to share a suitcase with him to easton. i make this promise to zach now: if you continue to go the end of the world with me, i will share my suitcase with you.